Will I Ever Be

will i ever be? glory in the red safe on your bed stilling the voices in my head vision blurred ache in my head lines crossed hes coming fading sounds of your voice from afar i beg you run flee escape from me FREE at last to fix the things he thought would last tear down his home stop being a drone hiding here living in fear older that time born in brine salted hate you needed me then and i am forever NO i have a life you'll ruin it again you cant be my only friend i will exist without you again i can be free of your disease but will i ever be will i ever be be free im afraid hes coming to get me soon and i dont know what to do