i would gladly die

i would gladly die zero hope null chance forbidden joy denied lust rusted swings snow colored dreams time spent walking into the night to find the one who bordered the light slowly driven deeply in only to lose you time and time again how does time deny the one who lives outside governed by the laws of lies you were taken from my eyes given free to another fool i exist to long for you i await the daylights coming that i may fade into nothing day does come and day doth go i exist though the cycle goes again you come round to me to teach me what i should be broken now and driven deep inside once again on the swings i did ride another journey lost within my mind god laughs upon my soul he alights the fires of my loss exposing my failures to the world you laugh and i die but to hold her one more time, i would gladly die